it might seem to those who know me that I am really playing up this whole christmas in july thing, however its hard for it to not be the only thing on my mind as my home is currently being transformed into a winter wonderland.
i’m excited kinda. I mean it should be fun, I just don’t really feel like drinking and there is going to be a lot of strangers. so social anxiety and not wanting to drink are not a good combination. i’ll have to suck it up.
anyway back to work.